anger management

A wise guy once said the needle stick on the skin will recover but the needle stick in the heart will be carried forever. This is is jz merely taught in the beginning lesson of anger management yet it is the core of the entire subject...

i believe we as human nobody could run away from being angry despite our nobility. therefore anger management is very important in controlling one's anger bcoz it could really help avoid feelings being hurted. so next time if u r thinking of slashing off when u r angry, think twice...

As this site is not advertising for any author, i would recommend anybody who like to learn about controlling their temper to drop by major book stores for books regarding anger management... remember, once a whole in the heart is created, it will never heal completely no matter what you do in regarding it... P.S. this is a reminder serve to myself to remember the importance of anger management as well

16th Dec

Finish my exam, jolly headed with unfinishable cheers. I was like unbelievable, finished exam man. The freedom i was long waiting for has finally arrived... Ei ei Ei, all these was bullshit. Exam finishes meant i was heading towards another parcel of my current life (Holiday lifestyle). Frankly speaking it was not something too overly enjoyed nowadays (been in a holiday mood ever, nth in me seems to be hard working)

The most agonizing part is i hadn't tried doing something lately. No effort has been spilled entirely, nothings seems to trigger any of my desire. I wanted to agonize, bt i can't found anything to agonize over. Anyway, crashed home after d exams & found myself surrounded by an entire house of men. Well at least all of us did War 3 at nite with the main gang hitting Dota...

P.S. Yup yup, we did that most of the nite while I sms'ing my cousin at the same time...

Ack, finishes Xmas... what's next, new Year???

exactly 10 days since i last posted on my blog, must hv caught on the lazy bug?






it is officially boxing day rite now... we r seeing Manchester United up against Stoke city tonite... elsewhr we r looking at the ox fighting global warming a.k.a Miami Heats vs Chicago Bulls... what else is being paraded on boxing day... non other than sports arena professional league (it is the most profitable time of the year)






anyway, christmas have been a well celebrated holiday. people used to celebrate the event for d harmony effect they bring. All in all, these holidays were carrying subtle effect (where it allow efficient resting... However in today's world context, holidays are no more being the family style (reserve to create harmony in families). Today's holiday is about generating more cash. How they do so? through ,,,,,,,,,,,,






So what's next? icic, new year, 1st January 2009...
I reckoned it is worth celebrated. It is the marking of a new era where it creates more hope than the previous 1st January. Albeit most hope were dash, bt it doesn't stop people from making new ones (perhaps it is the aftermath of December 25, hehe)... Well, life don't stop at this moment, not unless it is or ur .........






Dec 25, Jan 1... are 1 day of the year people choose to create hope... as the people of earth planet, let's follow the tradition n continue what our ancestor has brought us. Stop thinking bout d negative event that might happen after the festive season. For now, let's enjoy

sulky, agonizing moments

a couple hours into my final paper for this sem yet i am agonizing bout want 2 study anot... for the record, i am suppose 2 stick my mind into reading something i have never really touch during the semester... (but, yeap, there is a but here) but i jz can't clear my mind off external infuence... somehow my mind is dancing wif musics, my heart is shouting for movies, my eyes are looking elsewhere & most importantly my ears are drumming with holiday mood essential

sulky, agonizing moments... can't stand it anymore, pull myself out & kick myself into reading something... i can't fail this class, at least not this time around

Ethical issue...

it's sunday nite 10.25pm, 5 more min til i take my shower... this is a gruel moment rite now, not about sad things happened, bout what is bout to happen. 16/12 is the grieving day, having a fearsome exam, business ethics. Today's world of business and being ethical is totally 2 different entities. Therefore it give way to a question, should we maintain ethical beliefs?

tough moment

anyway, life's gotta go on and i choose to live life this way:

By the way, the conclusion of being ethical or not? I shall leave it to u for

Jz finish

omg, everywhere is crowded with so many people till it is almost suffocated...

mpw 2153... "Tooot"!!!!!!


it's a an ethical subject goes with the name Moral... aduh, how on earth one is more than 20 years old yet they are forced to take this subject again? anyway it's gone now, haha, no more moral paper anymore, no way i am volunteering for this subject in any way. cheers!

Genting trip 06/12

A journey tat's normally 1 & half hours, at max 2 hours have been reinvented into 3 hours at least due to the resilient traffic of many going bak 4 d haji holiday, amazing huh!! Wish tat could ruin our appetite, bt it has really taken a toll on our little stomach. Tis time around v were at genting on a mission: (1) to bring our relatives frm Indon 2 enjoy d atmosphere at genting (2) show the first timers what is a casino is abt (3) hv some fun up there...

Section A: Below monte carlo casino, above first world hotel

Will's family members in Genting (Without Will in it)

introducing our cameraman: Helly(cameragal actually) for d day... P.S. by the way, she is actually my niece in my family hierarchy bt she's older ;P

my cousin brother(Sak Lie aka Sharky)

my niece as well, Henny(Helly's cousin sister)

Section B: Going down 2 first world - thru a stretch of stairs

Helly & Henin (Posers)

Uncle ah Fatt & William

Sister Ria, Henin, William & "Sharky"(From Left to Right)

Theme Park View along with miss "H"

Section C: First world hotel : Indoor theme part

Miss Helly also known as Fuilie

tis times its Uncle William & Henin

My two niece posing up at Genting Highland

Che Che Ria (Cousin Sister)

Now its time for the arrival of aunty role : Aunty Ria & niece Henin

Hey Yo, its sharky here with the Ferris wheel, lol

Uncles, Aunty accompanying their niece to shop around genting

Uncle Sharky and niece

photographer turned poser!!!

2 uncles' together(wei, nola, sharky is my cousin, so tat makes uncle fatt is Sharky's uncle as well)

Section D: Getting bak to Skyway Cable car : En Route towards Highland Hotel

Henin, "Sharky", William the blogger & aunty Emily (from left to right) (P.S aunty emily is actually the mother of William chong the blogger)

Guess whom is who? (your choice of answers are William, Sharky, Emily, Ria, Henin, Ah Fatt, Fuilie, Daniel) (the correct answer is Ria, Helly aka Fuilie, Henin, Sharky & Emily)

Grandma, Fuilie & Ria!!!

Its William again (whom is the 2ndary photographer as well, if not who else is taking the photos while Fuilie taking photo)

In Front of Highland Hotel with Henin, Uncle "Sharky", Grand Aunty Emily and Fuilie

It's time for Aunty Ria & Henin again in front of the decorated displayed cable car

That's all the time for now... William, Signing off!!!

lying on the bed since my last blog writing

Surprisingly now I could put up myself 2 do anything at all. I have been lying on the bed ever since I "Ter"ate allergic food. According to my doctor its is the Xerotic eczema epidermic I had turned chronic. Ouch, that's gotta pain. Nah, it's incomparable with the pain inflicted upon my skin. Yeap, it hurts the hell out of me after me scratching to ease the tension of itchiness. below are illustration of what Xerotic eczema patients are look like(Don't worry, they are not contagious, it just doesn't appealing at all):

the mildest symptoms

Getting more scary

quite serious rite now!!!

P.S. there is a level where it become ultra serious which i think it was way disgusting for public view. For those whom wish to see it, please leave me a message down here...

P.S. I don't mean intrigue anybody but for safety precautious. If you have the symptoms of Ezcema right now, take necessary curing action before it is too late. Normally doctor will give Costicosteroids as they take care of the symptoms pretty easily. However the damage done to your immune system is there and the primary action taken should be maintain a healthier lifestyle and curb Ezcema instead of taking a temporary painkiller!!!

green little beattle

This is Malaysian first attempt in creating such a wonderful species. It comes with a variety of colours with silver, black and apple green as great favourites. Malaysian has always dreamt of having such local technology yet none has succeeded until the year 2005. Perodua Myvi being recognised with the slogan "It's A Passion" is a state of art of technology to cater to the various needs of many Malaysian.



Year 2006 Februari 26 was the time I mark 20th in the calculation of years that we human use to calculate our age. At the same day as well my father acquire his latest purchase of vehicle, the "green little beattle". With such a coincidence months later I was awarded with the ownership of this vehicle. Today, the Myvi at my house is my moving vehicle. Wherever or whenever I wish to go, whomever I wish to pick up, whatever distance is the journey, this beattle has stick me up no matter what the situation and condition is. To me, it has fulfill a wonderful service of allowing me to reach destination in time as well as providing me the urgency of doing important chores(girls pick up, working, travelling etc)



Even though the built was wonderful, it wasn't flawless. It was equipped with a 1.3 litre engine which is able to generate more than 100 bhp is quite a powerful household vehicle. With the fact of its being overweight as well as big capacity engine, it has comed with a troublesome problem of overwhelming fuel consumption. With today economic situation, overwhelming fuel consumption is a problem. Another problem with it is the essential pick-up ability. Running low in the pick-up power of this vehicle thus making me unable to roar with it(This is a minor implication which I would like to complaint).



All of which comes to a conclusion that this product, the Perodua Myvi has become an essential part of my life as it has served me faithfully from the date it has come out from its factory. Now, my green little beattle has become part of my family and we are unseparable for a long long time to come. There will be times that arousal of new vehicle will appear somewhere in my life in the future but this beattle will be forever remembered as my first vehicle.

What a tuesday

"Tu tu tu tu, .... ...., tu tu tu toot, bong!!!" sounds scary to me to even describe what happen the fact that i saw the numbers displayed. Much to my dismay it was already 8:49 am in the morning. My rossy eyes were complaining bt i couldn't spare it so I was quickly into the bathroom taking up my toothbrush & finish up my washing. lol, that was too successful! being grounded out of the toilet due to another person rush in, i was force to finish my deeds in another toilet. Luckily there is more than 1 toilet down here or else i wil b facing toilet dilemma in the hectic morning that i am suppose 2 attend class at 9 o'clock.

no matter how quick i was it was still too late for me. by the time i reached Mr Ng's class, my watch shown a quarter past 9. "Oh god, what will happen to me?" I manage to sneak in after tat question pop out in my head, it was pure miracle.

Approximately, the "charming" Mr Ng started his voice by announcing ""he topic of today lecture is... ..., oh yeah, our final lecture" couple with his red laser beam aim at the white board. Dun worry, the white board served as a platform for the power-point presentation. Stargate Sg-1 remind me of the word "Primitive". It seems that we human technology is way below some sophisticated alien life form such as The Nox etc blah blah... Oh my, seems to blunder away from my original point. Right, we are back on the final lecture thing. Exam format, section A wif blah blah blah, section B with blah blah black sheep... seriously i bet nobody is listening 2 him, god, who wants to learn there is how many sheep around during the finals. Oh you utarian out there noe what's next on the agenda, oh yeah, that's right if you are a utar student. This is the final week, if its not "that", what else!!!

Mr Ng never ceased to amaze me with his unique capabilities. Up next, it was the result showing slide. suddenly the entire class was busy looking at what he is trying 2 show. there was 2nd runner-up showdown till the finalist List. Certainly the list was referring to the top scorer in the last 2 mid-term exams as well as assignment. Miraculously my name appeared in one of the section and it was the assignment section. We were among the so called "outstanding award" achievers, lol, 48/50. That was some sort of marks for an assignment completed by 5 different person within the period of 3 days. Well, I am not boasting, but our group did comply the best of the best. However that is really not a reflection from our actual exam results, but it was entire group of excellencies. believe it or not, our group consist of 2 homeworkholics, 2 absentholics & religious ambiguity. Such an incredible combination i said, lol...

Up next it was the joke of the day slide. the 1st slide being descriptive of a mom talking to her kid... "kid: I want to wear a bra now? Mom: no you can't. Kid: but sister wears a bra when she is 15 years old. Mom: so you think you are old enough to do so? Kid: off course, i just turned 15, I want to wear a Bra, mom! Mom: Look, i have to tell you how many times that you can't wear a bra? Kid: But mom, i really want to wear it, plus I am 15. Mom scowling: I just said you can't wear a bra, Stupid Boy!!!" I really can't stop laughing after finish reading it. However, the fun doesn't ends here, the heat is really stepping up... d 3rd slide, being the most hillarious of the most will be written down here:
If you miss me, you can CALL ME
If you got questions, you can EMAIL ME
If you wan 2 Lim teh, you can SMS ME
but if you have financial problem... ... ...


"Nombor yang anda dial tiada dalam perkhidmatan, sila matikan telefon selepas dengar bunyi beep, BEEP!!!!!!"
(Translate it into English)
"The number you have dial is currently unavailable. Please hang up after hearing the beep sound, BEEP!!!!!!"


Well, that's the end of my amazing tuesday morning. i hope you all enjoy it because i really did, muahahaha: "Nombor yang anda dial"

(cough cough) x 2

It all start off with those unforseable tiny bacty during dinner period at KFC on last sunday. They were armed with heavy artillery such as the monstrous version of them, also known as Germs. Bacty and his army march forward into mouth region. We don't call this region "the mouth" for nothing. Together with the almighty dragon form tongue and it's powerful sliver spell, Bacty definitely facing a hard time fighting against Captain Draco. However, Captain Draco was no match for Bacty as he was facing against Bacty as well as the Lava Golem. Where did these golem emerged? Through the mixture of anxiety emotion and "feeling of getting to his nerves", it has created enough heat for the spawning of this creature. Feeling defeated, Captain Draco has no choice but to retreat back to General Thought. It was all too sudden for the general to react. General Thought was definitely relaxing as nobody has plotted such a massive army against it for as long as he could remember. With the bad news brought by Captain Draco, the general has given orders to Commander White to prepare his army against Bacty. There goes Commander White fighting against Bacty. As every germs were marching, the white army were able to swollen them and brought them down. This has cause nerves to Bacty senses as bacty army was slowly crippling. After 1 whole night of fighting, Bacty wasn't suppose just to give up the territory they have gotten, but Commander White was overwhelming. However, after the night meal, Commander White was given a bad news. A piece of fried chicken couple with heated Milo, Bacty has received enough reinforcements and marched towards the throad region and defeated Commander White's fortress...

That's the end of Commander White back then on Monday night. They were force to retreat to other region of my body. Hahaha, interesting? Hope it is enjoyful. I believe you could guess who is whom by now given all the hints through my little story that i have written just now. That was the journey my body has underwent for 24 hours before I fell succumbed to the army of Bacty. Right now, I am feeling much better after I slept for almost 24 hours throughout 18 Nov 2008. In the journey of fighting against the illness, I had picked up the effect mentioned above "the cough". It will follow me for a couple of days as they retreated from my throat making my throat feeling much better right now. However I will have to bring on the reinforcement for Commander White if I am ever planning to get rid of Bacty from my body...

weekends treat

I've taken a vacation for a long long time over blogging.. There are ups and downs been through during this ages and I am thankful I am still in one piece that I may continue blogging ever... Thank you whoever you are, up there!!!

Anybody watch Quantum of Solace yet? I reckoned Olga is hot, but claims on this movie is their actions. It is full of mind-blowing action couple with Daniel Craig pairing with Olga to save the world again from terrorizing dominators. What else can describe this antagonist as? I seriously have no idea though as I haven't had the chances to watch it yet. Hopefully I am able to take some time off this week to finish it as well as Madagascar. It seems very promising as well. "Movin, movin" is rewinding itself on the big screen next to me right now, lol!!!

By the way, as I was hook up with my buddies during the Sat nite I took a sneak preview of MU thrashing Stoke City 5-0. It was a much needed victory, however their display wasn't brilliant given the totally "resistance" given by Stoke. Yeah, they Suck! Lucky MU did won(consolation prize for us there) as we get thrashed up by my buddy in mahjong game. Boy he was lucky, 1 person wins all..

tml is looking great, nothing is promising but the stage of the future is set.. As William H(Bill). Gates mention "there is pros and cons to be considered in every decision to be made". Live your life to the max, evaluate what's best and do it

exams, I hate them

why does we have 2 be evaluated in terms of writing a paper, why does ppl always have d perception of a paper is more important than ppl's quality, why can't v live in a world that doesn't look at these???

Well, so to say these r d facts of life. It is in such manner that this society thinks they could advance. Perhaps history have such records, but will it continue till further generation in the future? At least I am proud to admit I am no such hypocrite that only believes in papers only. There r other alternatives, yet most people haven't discover d potential in it.

Anyway, the current trend in my university is d exam mood. Everybody is in the mood of preparing for the finals, even me myself can't hold back from not doing it. Just that doing something doesn't mean u love it. Personally I hate exams 2 d max, that's y i am strive 2 do the best 2 defeat it... gd luck 2 all fellas out there who r taking exams soon. hope u all pass wif flying colours...

by d way, the journey of USM trip hasn't come 2 an conclusion yet, stay tune 4 further updates bout it...

Penang Trip @ USM tournament part 4

I have decided to add up another entry due to my ignorance of blogging the last few days. At the moment we are in the 2nd day of being in USM and the first day of competition. Poomsae is up right now.

Poomsae is a competition which comprise a team of 3 members who will perform the traditional pattern of Tae Kwon Do. It is a competition which will study the teamwork, the accuracy of execution, the creativity as well as on stage performance. Marks are allocated in accordance to the level of pattern otherwise known as Taegeuk performed as well as all the above criteria.

For USM 2008 Taekwondo Championship, more than 20 teams which is divided into male and female category take part in it. Every team perform for their own combination of move sets in executing Taegeuk. Each of them strive to be the champion of their category by adding in additional moves such as back flip, summersault etc.


In the meanwhile, Su Yin's parents arrived and we greeted them with the warmest welcome possible. Oops, i forgot to mention that Su Yin, our lightweight contender for Utar. She is a previous Sea Games contender in Thailand 2008. As the nature of this category, participants are lesser due to the competitive environment. Due to the lack of competitors in this category, Su Yin made it to the finals without any competition. With sheer determination and overpower against her opponent from UiTM Kedah, Su Yin took her opponent out with a margin of 6 points even though she was tempted to finish her out in the first bout. Hooray to Su Yin for plucking the first gold for Utar. However in my opinion, the lack of competition made the whole arena less enthusiast especially there are so many categories yet there are so little participants who have made it to that particular category. Even though international standards require them to follow the weight category in accordance, but lack of participants will made the entire game less entertaining and less competitive.

After Su Yin's heroism act, the day is coming to an end as the final bouts are performed in both arena. As the prize giving ceremony approaches, the organizers awarded all the participants with their respective medals as it is their efforts who have brought them what they deserve at the end of the day.

Dinner time approaches after prize giving ceremony, therefore we pack our stuff and headed back to our accommodation. After 1 night of staying, we have started to nickname our hotel room as our home. The feeling of going back home after 1 whole day of straining as well competing has gauge us in a situation of complete worn out. Dinner was treated at 747 restaurant beneath our home as Su Yin's dad has offered a treat for the entire team. We were delighted to his hospitality, however we couldn't accept his generous offer as we did not make any contribution worthwhile of being treated to such a feast. No matter how we insist of making the payment, our host was very persistent in hosting us and settle the bill. Poor Ah C for missing out on his hospitality, but he was rewarded to catch up with his elder sister who works in Penang. Guess there is pros and cons in every situation, haha...

After dinner, we decided to head on to Gurney Plaza to check out the environment and stuff there. To my surprise, the place was glamourous yet the lacking of human traffic made the entire place rather dull. It is the least expected as it is one of the renown area for Penang people to spend their time as well shopping. After touring Gurney, we were treated to the drive around Penang island by Lim, our staff in charge who followed this trip in assuring everything was put into pieces. We wander around with his knowledge of Penang roads, but we were unable to get anything in the process as most of the areas we pass by was flooded by food. Our stomach was much too full to cope with additional feasting. Therefore, we decide to gather our belongings and get back to our home.

This is the end of day 2 in Penang, we were much delighted to have wonderful hospitality from everybody we knew. Penang Trip @ USM tournament 5 will make is debut very soon. stay tune

Penang Trip @ USM tournament part 3

It has been so many days since my last entry, perhaps my laziness has caught up with me...

The day start off at 6 am where all my roommates get up and start cleaning for the first match of our team. We started off early with match number 3 for the day. Our representative from Setapak, See Heng Chun otherwise known as Ah C gear up for the event. After looking at the bout chart, we realize our first opponent was the strongest representative for that category from UiTM Perak. Ah C has long wanted to test his skills against this fellow opponent since their high school time. The UiTM guy is known as Meng Yen, a former sukma player for Perak.

Ah C proceed the match with careful move sets as he known his opponent strength well. During the match, Ah C tried his best to hit the guy's head, but the size of the vest was larger than Ah C size. I couldn't run away from this responsibility as it was me who was suppose to gather all the equipment before the tournament. I ran out of luck in getting the necessary vest for Ah C as I couldn't get a smaller vest for our team. However with the vest holding skill and his agility, Ah C opponent overrun him by a margin of 3 points overall by our overall calculation. Well, a loss is a loss. This is a tournament, there are bound to be winners as well as losers.

That's the end of our first match. However, lacking of experience players to be fielded cause us to take part in fewer categories. Our motto to enter this tournament is to win as many medals as possible with the least amount of resources. Since this is the first entry for Tae Kwon Do team of Utar after such a long haul, we decided to play it low. Due to the limited participants, our next match for the day would be the final match for female lightweight category. It is scheduled to be bout no. 40. My estimation was the match would begin somewhere in between 3.30 to 4.30 pm. To justify my estimation, we left early, somewhere around 12.30 pm for lunch even though other teams was still competing in the arena.

We stop by a nearby local chinese restaurant named Bali-Bali to had our lunch. I was seriously considering McDs' since I haven't had it for quite some time. However with the team's democratic decision, all of us gotta stick with the local cuisine such as Char Koay Teow, Asam Laksa etc. To my delighted, I decided to have Char Koay Teow for lunch. I ordered not too spicy Char Koay Teow and the taste, was quite unforgettable since KL's Char Koay Teow is quite plain in term of taste and smell. However, given the price tag was Rm 2.50, the food was consider expensive since the serving was smaller as well as the additional topping was smaller as well. In KL, though the price tag is Rm 3.50 at least, we could easily get a larger prawns as well as bigger meal serving. Even though I am not an accounting student, but from a consumer point of view, Penang's food does not consider as cheap.

We were back in USM before 2 pm as we wanted to be fully prepared for Su Yin's match. The organizer start off with Poomsae in another arena after lunch hour. Poomsae is the ancient performance of pattern in the art of Tae Kwon Do. Do not expect Tae Kwon Do to be pure violence, everything related to Tae Kwon Do is about kicking and punching. Aside from being a self-defense technique, it is also used to perform the traditional art of Korean tradition. All the pattern is unify under 1 standard measurement as it represent the core of Tae Kwon Do.

That's all for the moment. My eyes is getting heavier by the minute. I believe the rest of the event highlights have to be continued on Penang Trip @ USM tournament part 4. So stay tuned...

Penang Trip @ USM tournament part 2

Gosh, I never thought Penang would ever possess such a challenge in terms of road recognizing. A quick slip in terms of road recognizing and I overshot to another junction heading towards Jelutong. I never expected by following the Ayer Hitam road sign would bring me to another area of Penang. Luckily I could recognize the poscode of our hotel. Spinning around Penang fearless finally earn me my return to our accommodation area. I was relief that I only needed half an hour even though I was lost somewhere nearby Jelutong.

Through the hospitality of our host USM Tae Kwon Do club, we were invited for a welcoming dinner. The dinner venue is known as Foyer Pharmacy. We were rather lost when we were heading towards our destination. According to the direction given, we headed into Pusat Penyelidikan Racun. Racun = Poison. Our first impression was we were definitely wrong in terms of taking the junction turning. "Why would the organizers want to treat us a meal of poison?" a statement that pop out in our mind at that moment. Popping a call to the PR in charge, Albee finally concluded that the location we were in indeed was the location of the welcoming dinner.

To tell the truth, we were kinda expecting Yao Chung, the PIC of USM open 2008 would provide a restaurant dinner. At least the venue we expect it to be air-conditioned. Perhaps it is our style in our campus to organize everything in an air-conditioned manner till lacking of air-conditioned seems to be not right. Anyway, I believe the organizer has strive to provide the best facilities available to see fit everybody welfare. The flow of the dinner program was quite smooth. Everything was done in accordance, as if it was well rehearse. Good job done, USM guys.

The speech, the recognition etc was done smoothly. Every prize giving ceremony was done in accordance. At the end of prize giving, buffet dinner was served. We eventually start off by getting the Bryani Rice or white rice follow by various meats served by our host. I enjoyed the rendang chicken the most out of all delicacies. During the dinner period, local club held a drum performance to entertain the guests. It is performed by the KungFu Club of USM. The drum performance was rather amusing, but it isn't the best that I have enjoyed before. The guy at the sideline seem to possess more spirit, power, skill than the center drummer. I guess the center drummer is the captain, but I believe the guy at the side should be the captain instead due to his performance(did I mentioned the rest of the drummers were girls?)

After that performance, a gal enter the center stage and pronounce herself and start off a string of singing performance. The first 2 songs was rather boring. Luckily her sound wasn't too bad, if not all of us might bored to death. Tae Kwon Do demonstration was upnext in the agenda of the night. It was cool as it shows the spirit of Tae Kwon Do in the most proper manner. After that, the girl resume her singing and lead the crowd into a rather high mood due to the crowd support provided by her fellow Uni mates. In my opinion, the drum performance was the best out of all. If the could switch it to the peak of the event(towards the end of the night) would gain a better overall effect. When everybody spirit is high in the beginning, I believe they expect something more exhilarating towards the entire performance. Towards the end of the night, we had a photo session involving everybody. That concludes the end of the first night in USM(infact we only spend 1 night in USM).

Tesco was the destination we were heading to after dinner. We were wandering around for supplies for the following days. Bread, 100 plus etc was on the shopping list. These are the protein necessity required for our players. We also get our supply of water from there as well. By 11.30 pm, we were in our hotel preparing to rest for the night as we knew the following day would be a long one.

Please look forward to Penang Trip @ USM tournament part 2 within the next few days. As for now, I shall retire from my current work and take a short rest after a long day of conducting interview for our Orientation programme in Utar FAM, Bandar Sg Long campus.

Penang Trip @ USM tournament part 1

Last Friday morning, a day I really couldn't forget. I never expected I was able to wake up by 5 am especially I slept past 12 am midnight. Anyway, 4.53 am I woke up by my watch standard. Boy, I surprised myself because I jump up from my bed, instead of through my alarm clock. Preparation work was done throughly before I went to bed the previous night. By 6:00 am sharp, I left my house from Sg Long and pick up my teammates.

By actual standards, I ain't not supposed to reach Utar PJ campus by 7.30 am, however after some running around and picking up, I was there by then. That was when I realized another driver hasn't arrived, boy that cut my reliefs into half. Before 8:00 am, we left for Penang, heading to "Destination USM". After driving for not too long, we stop by Rawang for our breakfast as most of us came out empty stomach, lol...

Finishing breakfast we continue our journey. Being my first long period driving, I couldn't withstand the aftermath of eating. After less than an hour of driving from Rawang, I have to switch and allow another person to continue driving up Penang. After our short stop, I went into sleeping mode and my friend start catching up with the driving speed of 120 - 130 kph. Luckily Mr Lim doesn't drive too fast. After Ipoh (S) toll, I woke up and we switch again. This time, our stop was rather long. I sped at a speed of 140 - 160 kph, yet it took me longer than Calvin to catch up with Lim's. Sigh!!! However, I was relieved cause I wasn't being ask to stop. Imagine driving faster than most cars along the road yet I wasn't recorded in The Police Force eagle eyes...

Catching up with Lim around the area of Bukit Merah took me around 35 minutes. Not a record being graceful about since I sped at an average speed of 150 kph. Yet it took us less than an hour to reach the exit towards Georgetown, Penang Bridge. Exiting into Penang Bridge saw us take a long turning running towards the toll gate. It took us 45 minutes at least just to cross the toll gate and proceed on the bridge. Well, that was what we least expected since we were running on a tight time schedule. Given a KL boy planning his journey towards Penang, god knows the traffic running into the tiny island would cause us so much chaos.

We were very lucky we finally reach our destination on time, 2 pm sharp. It was Albee, from USM whom I contacted ever since the planning of this trip greeted us with her warm smile. Boy was I relief to seen such a warm welcoming after a tiring journey in the car. Driving 2 hours continuously was quite a harsh period especially I never drove that long before. Couple with a traffic jam before entering Penang Bridge was really devastating. Tell you all a secret, USM got many pretty girls as well, not to mention I haven't seen them all yet, haha(at least their Tae Kwon Do club have many).

Proceeding with player registration, we carry on with trial weight-in, official weight-in, paying registration fees etc. I was supposed to feel happy, but we were told by most of the official there that they doesn't really know the way very well to our accommodation. Gosh, I was feeling devastation in my heart as I hope to settle down my players as it was my responsibility to let them have a comfort zone after a long day. Nevertheless, they were more than willing to help out. They took out Penang map, cellphone and start off their effort of getting information on our accommodation. Luckily we have two Lim's on our team and they all join effort and read the road to YMCA hostel in no time.

After finish unloading our luggage, I quickly rush back to USM for team manager meeting. Even though I was late, but I was running lucky due to technical error as I was able to attend the full meeting. A small meeting on the remaining details and drawing on ballots determine the bout chart for the following days. 1 hours was enough to wrap all these stuff.


That's all for the moment. I am going to make dinner & eat it. Part 2 of Penang Trip @ USM tournament will be uploaded in a day of 2, after I am able to find more time type it out of my brain...

我败了

今天，我终于尝试到什么是败给自己。。。

我的执著，原来都是给自己的借口。。。

奋战，勇战，到头来是一场空。。。

我已经告诉努力未必有成果。。。

奈何我就是控制我自己。。。



可是我有一群好朋友，好兄弟。。。

他们告诉我别为一棵树放弃整个森林。。。

应该要为整个森林放弃一朵花，海里的鱼多的是。。。

今天不是你获得收成的时候，有耐心一点，总有出头日。。。



经过我深思熟虑，我觉得一切顺其自然，只要肯狠心放下来，生活自然会活得更好。更何况我有属于我自己的事业，而现在更是它的起步，我何必为了其他而置之不理，背叛了对我存有希望的伙伴们，背信弃义。古人曰经一事，长一智，重整旗鼓更是我目前应做的事故，努力奋斗，对我的伙伴们申出援手，把我们的努力，让世人明白我们不是在吹牛，让他们后悔对我的不理睬，证明给他们看我们是不是逊的。伙伴们，我们一起加油及努力，实现梦想，不要后悔我们的选择。。。

i think i wil write a diary today

the only class I attended today is my RD(retail & distribution) tutorial at 8 am. after that i kinda take off to finish off my assignment. Well off course i did went on and have a very light breakfast in the morning with some touhu & vegetables. Doesn't seem like my consumption amount, izit?

Oh, i got a sin to confess. After reaching home from my breakfast section, I have moulded myself onto the sofa & watched Troy, starring Brad Pitt etc. Oh gosh, it was really an epic itself with all the fights & stuff like that. But i learned something rather important from it as well. Hatred can really blur our eyes sometimes. For the sake of hate, people would rather kill or destroy others. Guess that's how they define the war era back then...

Today seem to be a day when David Khoo call me the most. Frankly speaking i was rather shock, yet i couldn't reject his call. We had lunch together along with Joseph & Boon Kiong, which was David's tutor as well. HAha, portfolio management, gd luck dude.

Lunch was unusually short as we have to rush back to our task on hand. Finishing my assignment at late evening after my lunch was quite a surprise. I thought 2 hours max was sufficient to settle that manner. Guess it proves me wrong about judging so rush. tv was up next on my following agenda. after cajoling with my housemates, they left me for dinner while i opt for my oatmeat dinner which i left out for quite a few days already.

finishing dinner saw the sky turn dark. it was after quite some time christine msn me bout her leg injury. given my trainee's leg was hurt, the coach(me) gotta inspect the injury. Sigh, another withdrawal of my participants for the USM challenge. Where would i find a replacement at this very last minute? sigh!!! Somehow David called another time & he manage to hold me back in sg long for tml nite's meeting. Another plan interupted, but i can't really mount on the dispute on this matter.

Playing Big 2 against my housemates allow me to learn something from them as well. It was a game handle with wisdom and patients. 1 wrong move will cost your winning hand. Learn how to interact while organizing things proven to be a useful lesson in life. perhaps some of you may think it's useless. nevertheless it doesn't seem useful at all. however all things come with a price. let it be, as long as u work hard 4 it, u have no regrets. sigh, on left 17 days till 31st March. i will surely be dead if i kenot achieve the goal i have set for myself. I just hope i would be killed instead of committing suicide...